Amidst the Storm

A storm looms on the horizon, larger than the last, threatening havoc, especially in areas scarred by recent fires in Los Angeles. While the rain is desperately needed, I hope it comes gently. There are storms aplenty in the world already.

Amidst this tumult, I find myself once again rethinking and resetting my work life. Recently marking my 43rd anniversary since arriving in America as a young, fearless student from Japan, it feels like I’ve been resetting my life ever since. This time, though, it’s more profound. While I’ve always followed my heart and cherished my adventurous life, I now confront the reality that I have fewer years ahead than behind. How do I want to spend the rest of my life? What legacy do I aim to leave behind?

Through deep healing work, confronting childhood scars and navigating depression over the past year, clarity is slowly emerging about my life’s purpose. Though unsure of the exact path ahead, I’m driven to make a difference, however I can.

For much of my adult life, I’ve told stories through documentaries and photography, capturing the efforts of those striving to make a difference. Yet, at some point, storytelling alone ceased to suffice. I yearn to be directly involved in ‘the work,’ whatever form it may take. Hopefully, my accumulated experiences will guide me in this pursuit.

Currently, I remain engaged in the realm of sustainable, regenerative, and resilient home building and development. Despite its challenges, being a part of this movement has been deeply fulfilling. I anticipate my role evolving further and trust that I’m on the right path. What’s essential, though, is to make sure I take time away for stillness and silence every so often. In the quiet moments, I find the clarity and strength to keep moving forward.